| got a livejournal .... lifesux012 ... read read read ... leave comments ...
love ya'll <3
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| summer's almost over and school's practically startin tomorrow ... i
don't wanna go ... my overall summer : typical ... never being home and
being bored when i am ... fone convos till like 4 in the morning ...
gonna miss that ... school sux ... summer was fun and
... confusing ... i'm always confused ... good thing i have a
shrink ... hahahaha ...
~ counting the seconds til the day when summer ends and real life begins ~
btw ... love you all for the props ... thanx for being there when i needed you most ... <3
... bel is almost happy now ... dreading school though ... then it'll all start again ...
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| nobody ever reads my xanga ... maybe it's cuz nobody loves me anymore ... i feel all alone ... like nobody really cares about me ... i feel so lost ... if anybody does care about me or knows someone hoo does ... prop me ... i need ppl ... i can't keep hiding from life
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| hey ... guess wat ?? LIFE SUX ... as usual ... well anywayz ... haven't been home in forever ... i hate my mother btw ... i wanna flush her down the toilet ... don't ask ... we're havin this huge fight ... i'm about ready to explode at any given moment ... rite now ... i juss wanna die ... i can't stand her ... she juss makes everything harder than it has to be ... it juss gets me all depressed .... if ur fourteen and contemplating suicide there's a problem ... I HATE HER ... atleast i got a break ... camp for two weeks then chillin at col's then shore house wit margie ... SEADOOS ... hee hee ... cocksockie ... fun times ... goin home tomorrow ... real life settles in ... fun fun fun ... juss can't wait ... *sarcasm* ... anywayz ... I GOT TO GO TO THE BEACH ... yay yay ... omg ... hot guys at the boardwalk ... woot woot ... haha ... still didn't see spiderman 2 ... tear tear ... owellz ... maybe see it tomorrow wit alfred after my hell wit the family ... lmao ... anywayz ... wow ... *belinda moments* ... i need sleep ... payce ... |
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| life is so confusing ... "life sux then u die" ... why can't things juss work out on they're own ... i'm tired of waiting ... wat is love ?? ... i really wanna know ... love sux ... cuz everything has an end ... having love and then loosing it only makes things twice as worse ... well, i dunno ... i'm so confused ... i wish i knew the answers to everything ... Help Me !!!! ... i wanna walk on the beach ... stand by the shore with my feet in the ocean ... i wanna feel free ... i wanna go away ... i need a break from life ... i wanna know the answers to everything ... |
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